i know that you want to tell me i was doing good till now, and that i took important decision, although it was very hard for me..
feeling with responsibility, although pain is surrounding our hearts is a very cruel thing.....
today i asked Allah for his great forgiveness
was trying to fetch for old cloth and toys i can give to poor..
i found some
in the same time , i returned to something good , or may be good, that i have stopped for long..
talked to a friend and my teacher....
trying to search for new hope....
my angel, you are happy i can see you
but i am not.....
the choice is hard, acchieving it is harder....
let Allah knows and he knows, that i do that for him, not for anything else
cause he is for me ,my greatest committement and responsibility..
i love him, although i am weak ..
although i go wrong...
although i have non legal feelings..
but his love is the arms i return to all times, even after long time
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