My angel i am going to a place, suppoed to be, or they call it my house, or home as others call , for two days

i am afraid, cause i have to live there with a stranger , he suppoed to be my other family, or my other half

but actually he is a stranger i hate to be with
i am afraid, scared to death

tell me what to do???

tell me how to react????

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Angel:

honey, don't worry i will be there , waiting for you
protecting you

don't think of anything negative,

but just the good and positive things you can do

thing of the cup of tea you can taste with warmth in your own home

think of the breath you will take in somewhere different from where you are now
think that days will pass fast and you

think of any good memory or news you had there
think of the people loved you, that visited you there
think of the extra things you have there and can give to poor

will return to where you feel comfortable...

think that this is your home and he is the stranger you will be generous with him, and that's it
you are the star tonight
giving , dancing, smiling and laughing

and he is the guest that stays for few hours, sleeps beside you for few hours and will leave you for few hours.....

and i am here and there
and whom you love are here and there, with their souls and thinking and emotions

feel their breath
hear their laughs
sing with them
pray with them
thanks Allah all times they are here and there around you all times
make your own plans for next days, as if you are away to take time to think without any confusion....

make choices
watch your breath
your heart beats

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and believe

Allah is here and there and everywhere
he is saving you all the time, and i am just his messanger, and your soldier that he sent me to protect you
protect you from yourself, before i protect you from others

and remember

Allah always loves you, and his love made me love you